my 2010 resolution

i'm hopeful

malaysia cergas!

kebiasaannya, bagi setiap daripada kita

akan ada sesuatu kebolehan yang terus tak ada genetiknya dalam dnA kita

yang kalau-kalau kita cuba

nampak canggung betul lagaknya

macam cuba membayangkan ah Mei pakai sari

macam cuba membayangkan tuPey pegang sudip dan kuali

kan?

saya rasa saya memang tak reti menari

langsung

p/s: tak boleh putuskan antara menari atau melukis

mungkin saya antara kita-kita yang memang serba tidak boleh

-_-'

finally spoken? for you or for me?

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go


Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

pandai anak abah

waktu umur lela 12 tahun
lela dapat tawaran masuk asrama
abah kata
"awak ingat awak pandai sangat sebab dapat masuk asrama?"


waktu umur lela 17 tahun
lela dapat 11a 1b
lela tanak jadik doktor so lela  amek IT
abah kata
"awak ingat awak pandai sangat tak nak ikut cakap abah?
ameklah IT tu kalau nak sangat."


waktu umur lela 22 tahun
lela dapat kerja ngan P*tronas
abah kata
"awak ingat awak kerja dengan syarikat besar, awak dah pandai sangat?"


lela selalu dengar abah cakap kat adik-adik
apalah salahnya sekali sekala abah kata kat lela jugak
"pandai anak abah"

thank god i listen to the demon

reflecting on this piece


i've always got what i want

some may saw it as luck and blessing

but most of the time i think it's a curse

it would be a hell lot easier

if i only got what i need

as oppose to what i want

life would not be that much exciting

but it would not be that hard either

less choices, less decisions, less mistakes 

angel: it is stupid!
demon: but it's great!
angel: you will regret it!
demon: but you love it now!
angel: it's going to eat yourself alive!
demon: you'll learn to live with it!
angel: it's yet another mistake!
demon: but it's a great mistake!

first and last attempt to be a famous artist

tajuk lukisan: saya kenyang

arahan:         lukiskan seekor binatang
                     kekenyangan

gred:             hancur~

aummm~

(ramai-ramai)

Selamat pagi kami ucapkan,

Kumpulan Loyalty punya giliran,

Boria special kami persembahkan,

Sebagai recap untuk ingatan.

(mahfudz & nawal)

Kita main blindfold minggu pertama,

Ada ketua ada follower,

Bodily kinesthetic, suditory dan visual,

Inilah learning style yang kita guna.

(ramai-ramai optional)

Kami ada Wai Lun, Shazwan dan Laila,

Juga Mahfudz, Fariz dan Asfarina,

Shamsul, Hafiz, Nawal juga Zahira,

Intan dan Thaweesak pun ada sama.

(mahfudz & nawal)

Tugas ketua bukannya senang,

Bila nak handle macam-macam orang,

Jerung, burung hantu, biri-biri dan beruang,

Bila semua tenang problem jadi senang.

(saya)

Ketepi ketepi Gergasi hijau kembali

Dengan agenda korporat yang terkini

Global champion sasaran kami

Leadership, mindset dan capability

Triple plus yo~

(nawal)

Nenek-nenek si bongkok tiga,

Siang malam asyik berjaga,

Kalau tahu cuba teka,

Petronas shared values apa dia.

(ramai-ramai)

Soalan itu senang sekali,

Cohesiveness dan Loyalty,

Proffesionalism dan Integrity,

Itulah jawapan yang kita cari.

(ramai-ramai)

Petronas brand values 4 perkara,

TEPP singkatannya,

Trusted, Enriching, Progressive, Passionate,

So that is all 4 things we need.

(saya)

Ketepi ketepi Gergasi ini kembali

Ingin menutup tirai persembahan kami

Salah dan silap harap dimaafi

Kumpulan Loyalty mengundur diri

Loyalty yo~

a thousand times

and a thousand more times would come
when it comes to preferences


here's to a new perfection
with a history of practices


simply because

there is no such time as "too late"